[fail private entry] 003

[cryingontheinside]

[ spoilers guys 5.09 ]

I've been going about this all wrong. Human connection wasn't something I was meant to flee, it was something I should have embraced.


It isn't so bad, having someone see behind the mask.

Comments

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[killerbaseball.livejournal.com]

... Is that so?

[locked] not even you can bring him down today Shelly B|

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I think so. I mean.. nothing's blown up yet.

[locked] H-He doesn't want to ;;

[killerbaseball.livejournal.com]

Hmm. If that is a luxury you are allowed to have, then... Enjoy it.

[locked] I know XD But Dex doesn't know what to do with him and it usually makes him grumpy :|a

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I'm allowing myself the luxury. I'm sick of playing by everyone else's rules.

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

Everything okay?

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Yeah. You know something? For once.. in a long time, things are okay.

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

That's good. I'm glad to hear things are going okay.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

How are things with you?

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

You know, self-hatred is really destructive. Of course you should have human connections. That's the best part of life.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I don't hate myself. [ far from it ]

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

I'm glad! It often seems like you really don't like being what you are.

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[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Oh.. I like what I am. But most people get to decide who they are. I'm.. just doing a bit of retroactive soul-searching.

[betterasshole.livejournal.com]

[Yeah Dexter, you need to learn how to do a real lock, because here comes some very highly agitated trouble.]

What the fuck, Dex. Is this what you've been hiding every time I barge into your office? Some teenage blogging shit? Come on, I thought you'd at least be doing something important, like, I don't know, solving the fucking rape and murder cases? Quinn and I have been running around for days trying to track down these assholes, and what have you been doing.

And who the fuck are these people you're talking to? What, you can tell some complete strangers about your problems but not me?

[Everyone, meet Deb, she doesn't deal with confrontations well. Especially when it's her doing the confronting.]

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Deb.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I know this doesn't make any sense, but it's...more than a simple blog.

[betterasshole.livejournal.com]

Oh really, wanna fucking enlighten me then? Because it looks pretty damn simple.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Just.. try navigating away from the page, or closing the window even. You'll see what I mean.

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[acrotomophile]

Someone got that through your thick skull and it wasn't me? Maybe I should buy them flowers. [Or... something else.]

You even got Deb on here. Really just a day of revelations for you.

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[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Absolutely thrilling really.

Too much excitement for me.

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[acrotomophile]

I wouldn't describe your post as unexcited, Dex.

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[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

No, me neither. I mean, Deb- Of all people.

[guiltapalooza]

What did I tell you? Not so bad.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

No... not so bad.

[guiltapalooza]

Don't bowl me over with enthusiasm or anything, Dexter.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Well, little known fact, I am an excellent bowler.