[fail private entry] 003

[cryingontheinside]

[ spoilers guys 5.09 ]

I've been going about this all wrong. Human connection wasn't something I was meant to flee, it was something I should have embraced.


It isn't so bad, having someone see behind the mask.

Comments

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

How are things with you?

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

Same old, same old really.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that.

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

After awhile it turns into life and you stop noticing it so much.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I know, but here I am experiencing new and wonderful things, and rubbing it in your face.

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

But I like to hear about. It sounds like you deserve them.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I'm not so sure. But who am I to look a gifthorse in the mouth?

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

I'll be sure enough for the both of us, then.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Works for me.

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

So what's going on that's so good?

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I.. Did I tell you about Lumen?

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

You mentioned her in a post before but you didn't tell me about her.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Well, things... are going really well with her. [ he sounds like a teenaged boy, not like he knows it :< ]

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

[So adorable Dexter~] That's good news!

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I think so.

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

It's nice to see you so happy.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

..Is that how I'm acting? Happy, I mean?

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

Yes, you are.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I feel content. For the first time since - Rita.

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

That's a good thing. That you have something new in your life to make you feel that way.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Is it weird that I - feel like a better person when she's around?

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

From what I her, that's what you're supposed to feel.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Oh. Well. The more you know. [ whenever people said that, dexter wanted to ask them where they heard these things from ]

[hereafter-candy.livejournal.com]

[Ironically, her mother. Because it obviously is always true.] So what are you going to do now?

I need some Dex/Lumen icons stat ;;

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

It gets - more complicated from here. But I think I can handle it. Or, we can.