[fail private entry] 002

[cryingontheinside]

[Dexter hasn't tried to lock this so much as, given up. He has no one else to discuss any of this with so he's putting his jumbled thoughts here - and since all his locks break under the supreme wisdom of the community, he's not giving it the satisfaction this time-

based on last night's episode, spoilers ahoy]

You think you know a person until the truth comes pouring out, like so much blood. Maybe my foster sister and I have more in common than I thought; perhaps, she could even-

But there's Lumen now. And this feels right. Unlike anyone I've ever encountered.

It's time to let out my primal self and show the world who Jordan Chase really is. Or at least, my world. A world Lumen has somehow infiltrated. And now I'm not so much responsible for her as she is my equal. Suddenly, Harry's Law is not Marshall Law and I feel myself making it up as I go along...

Tick tick tick, as the man in question would say. That's the sound of your life running out.

Yes, Mr. Sparks, I will take it. I will take what I want and you won't stop me. I'm only following your advice, after all.

And even as I feel my ritual changing; evolving -- I am not frightened. I do not dread this break in routine. I relish it, I want it to come, more than anything else I've ever-


DDDers, I have a very important question for you all, and I implore you, if you are reading this please take a moment to answer to the best of your ability. Do some people deserve to die? Or at the very least, not deserve to live?

Comments

[guiltapalooza]

Sometimes you just have to keep on trudging. Whatever makes you hold it together, keep it close and don't let go.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Harrison.

[guiltapalooza]

Then when it gets hard... think of him. You can get through it, Dexter. I know you can.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

You don't even know me.

[guiltapalooza]

Is that supposed to stop me from wishing you well?

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

No. ..sorry. I didn't mean to sound unappreciative.

[guiltapalooza]

No big. You have a lot going on - I get it.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Guess I do.

[guiltapalooza]

Do you want to talk about any of it? I'm a champion listener.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

It's.. complicated. My wife died, her kids rejected me. I live with my sister, and we have a perfect, but highly judgmental, nanny. And then there's Lumen... And the fact that my sister was just suspended based on a bogus series of events her Lieutenant corroborated.

I think there's supposed to be a Spanish-speaking parrot somewhere, being that my life is a Tela Novela.