cryingontheinside: (the dark avenger.)
dexter the decidedly dreadful ☢ ([personal profile] cryingontheinside) wrote2010-11-15 01:03 pm

[fail private entry] 002

[Dexter hasn't tried to lock this so much as, given up. He has no one else to discuss any of this with so he's putting his jumbled thoughts here - and since all his locks break under the supreme wisdom of the community, he's not giving it the satisfaction this time-

based on last night's episode, spoilers ahoy
]

You think you know a person until the truth comes pouring out, like so much blood. Maybe my foster sister and I have more in common than I thought; perhaps, she could even-

But there's Lumen now. And this feels right. Unlike anyone I've ever encountered.

It's time to let out my primal self and show the world who Jordan Chase really is. Or at least, my world. A world Lumen has somehow infiltrated. And now I'm not so much responsible for her as she is my equal. Suddenly, Harry's Law is not Marshall Law and I feel myself making it up as I go along...

Tick tick tick, as the man in question would say. That's the sound of your life running out.

Yes, Mr. Sparks, I will take it. I will take what I want and you won't stop me. I'm only following your advice, after all.

And even as I feel my ritual changing; evolving -- I am not frightened. I do not dread this break in routine. I relish it, I want it to come, more than anything else I've ever-


DDDers, I have a very important question for you all, and I implore you, if you are reading this please take a moment to answer to the best of your ability. Do some people deserve to die? Or at the very least, not deserve to live?

[identity profile] creepyshitking.livejournal.com 2010-11-16 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
Nope. Everyone thought I was a freak.

[identity profile] creepyshitking.livejournal.com 2010-11-16 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I pretended to be like everyone else.

[identity profile] hereafter-candy.livejournal.com 2010-11-16 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Wish somebody had given me that advice when I was younger. The 'be yourself' thing didn't exactly work out.

[identity profile] creepyshitking.livejournal.com 2010-11-16 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Harry always told me to blend in. To be... normal, at any cost. Even if it wasn't what I felt inside.

[identity profile] creepyshitking.livejournal.com 2010-11-16 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
No, but it didn't make me sad either. And it made things easier.

[identity profile] hereafter-candy.livejournal.com 2010-11-16 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
At least it helped then.