[fail private entry] 002

[cryingontheinside]

[Dexter hasn't tried to lock this so much as, given up. He has no one else to discuss any of this with so he's putting his jumbled thoughts here - and since all his locks break under the supreme wisdom of the community, he's not giving it the satisfaction this time-

based on last night's episode, spoilers ahoy]

You think you know a person until the truth comes pouring out, like so much blood. Maybe my foster sister and I have more in common than I thought; perhaps, she could even-

But there's Lumen now. And this feels right. Unlike anyone I've ever encountered.

It's time to let out my primal self and show the world who Jordan Chase really is. Or at least, my world. A world Lumen has somehow infiltrated. And now I'm not so much responsible for her as she is my equal. Suddenly, Harry's Law is not Marshall Law and I feel myself making it up as I go along...

Tick tick tick, as the man in question would say. That's the sound of your life running out.

Yes, Mr. Sparks, I will take it. I will take what I want and you won't stop me. I'm only following your advice, after all.

And even as I feel my ritual changing; evolving -- I am not frightened. I do not dread this break in routine. I relish it, I want it to come, more than anything else I've ever-


DDDers, I have a very important question for you all, and I implore you, if you are reading this please take a moment to answer to the best of your ability. Do some people deserve to die? Or at the very least, not deserve to live?

Comments

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

It was a group of men. I've killed two already - they raped and killed at least five women.

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

Well obviously they have to go. Do you want some help?

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

No, I... I have Lumen.

But honestly - it feels good to talk about it, at last.

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that's great! Is Lumen your girl?

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

No. It's not.. like that.

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

Oh, well still. It sounds good. Do you have a girlfriend, Dexter?

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

No. My wife was murdered.

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

...Oh... That's terrible. I hope you really hurt the one who did it.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

I killed him, but not soon enough.

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

That's the thing about death... you can't really do anything about it except punish the one responsible.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Right. There's no reverse.

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

Not unless they're immortal or something.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Right. Rita wasn't.

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

I guess not. Do you miss her a lot?

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

Yes, I do.

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

I wish there was something I could do to make it better, but I guess there just isn't anything.

So I guess it's better to just change the subject. Did you get good answers to your question?

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

A few.

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

Personally I think you worry too much about those kinds of things. You already know the answers, Dexter. You have your...your code thingy. Relax and do what you think is right.

[creepyshitking.livejournal.com]

You're right, Claire.

[immortal-vino.livejournal.com]

Of course I am.